Life Lately… has been about not finishing things and not being disciplined. So lets talk about how blogtober was a total fail. I’ve never completed a blogtober since I started doing it about 3 years ago. One thing I’ve learned about myself in the last 2 years or so is that I lack discipline. I wasn’t like that in the past, so I have definitely changed. I need to do better. I will do better.
Life Lately . . . has been trying to lose weight but I have not been successful. I’ve realized I don’t eat out of hunger, I eat for comfort, when I am happy, when I am sad, basically, I am what they call an emotional eater. I am also working on that too
Life lately . . . has been challenging to my faith. Listen, people have been coming for my theology and it has me a little shook. I think I’ve been trying to listen to people’s opinions more and be open to how they interpret the bible and sometimes it doesn’t line up to what I believe. Also, I am attempting to remove all the complications I think Christianity has become, so many preachers and teachers are giving people formulas to get to God and I think our relationship with God is meant to be simple. But I have been praying for a child like faith because I have been struggling with my faith and doubt has been really attacking me.
Lately, I have been worrying about the future.
Life lately. . . I have been searching for something new and something to call my own. I need something to change or just shift for me. I’ve also
Life lately . . . has been really heart wrenching for me. In a span of a week, the amount of senseless shootings that occurred are beyond me. What hurts the most is the fact that we as a society or as people not directly affected have to move on. We have to carry on like there isn’t domestic terrorism going on and the helplessness I feel really breaks my heart.
I have also been thinking about volunteering again. This year is the only year since I was about 17 years old that I have not volunteered. I thought I was focusing on myself but I think doing that has left me a little empty. I love serving other people and not having to think about myself.
Life lately. . . has been another instagram page deleted. There is something about instagram that I really love but there is something about it that I really don’t love. I legit get an account and delete an account ever year. I’ve been without it for about a month and I am wanting to open another account. lol. help me. but I don’t think I will. Even if I do, it will be for this blog.
Anyways, how has life been for you lately?