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Invade my privacy

1. Did you wake up cranky? Do I ever wake up not cranky?  I am one of those annoying people who can’t be pleasant to other humans until I have caffeine flowing through my blood stream.   2. Would you date an 18-year-old at you’r current age? No please 3. Do you prefer to be friends […]

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Failure| Regret| Mental Health

Checking in to acknowledge that blogtober came to a full stop! So, I did not have not internet for about a week, which was partly my fault. I unplugged a few things and did not put it back properly. Once the internet came back, I was in some kind of funk. I am not sure […]

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I was ghosted

I got ghosted by a “friend.” actually no air quotes because I thought this person was a friend. I just want to start off by saying if someone doesn’t want to be in your life, you have to let them go. Life is hard enough dealing family and partners, friendships are the only voluntary relationship where […]

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29 years, 29 lessons

Whether or not you have make up on your face, wash your face before you sleep. The dirt from the day will manifest in forms of pimples in the morning. Trust me Spend money on skin care Sometimes what you deserve isn’t what you want. Let me explain, you deserve a healthy relationship but the […]

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True Life: I Have Birthday Anxiety

Lets talk about how strange I am. Um, actually I really hope I am not the only one. If you feel the same, please let me know I am not the only who suffers from serious anxiety around their birthday. No, it isn’t about me aging. Around my birthday, I get anxious about who is […]

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I am most confident during my period

I didn’t know what to write about today so I went on good ole pinterest to look up some writing prompts. I found one that asked, what makes you the most confident? It dawned me on that I am most confident during my menstrual cycle. One definition of confidence is: a feeling of self-assurance arising from […]

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I Don’t Love Myself

Listen, I get the whole self love thing. But for me whether or not I love myself isn’t important. Especially the days when I can’t conjure enough self love. Then what? Create a bath and light a candle? Listen to my sick spotify playlist? For me it’s deeper than that. Although I live for candles. My need to be loved is greater than what I can give myself or what atmosphere I can create for myself.

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for the person who is too much

If people tell you, you are too something, I am with you. I get it. Continue to feel. Continue to be passionate. Continue to care too much and love too hard. There is nothing wrong with being all these things. I personally think being too anything is special and I know sometimes you feel out of control and people have hurt you because of that but I know there are people who appreciate your too-ness.

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