journal

True Life: I Have Birthday Anxiety

Lets talk about how strange I am. Um, actually I really hope I am not the only one. If you feel the same, please let me know I am not the only who suffers from serious anxiety around their birthday. No, it isn’t about me aging. Around my birthday, I get anxious about who is […]

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I am most confident during my period

I didn’t know what to write about today so I went on good ole pinterest to look up some writing prompts. I found one that asked, what makes you the most confident? It dawned me on that I am most confident during my menstrual cycle. One definition of confidence is: a feeling of self-assurance arising from […]

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faith

3 Things I need to Trust God with

I need to trust God for my daily bread. I’ve never really experienced crazy poverty where I’ve lacked my basic necessities but for some reason, I have this irrational fear of being homeless. Sometimes I think something tragic is going to happen and I will not have money and no one will lend me money and […]

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simple living

are you living your best life?

A few weeks ago I came to the realization that I do not like traveling. I like being in new places but I do not like traveling. I hate searching for tickets. I hate buying tickets. I hate packing. I usually do not sleep well when I travel. I hate saying goodbye to people. I […]

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simple living

A day in my life

I purposely left my phone in the kitchen the night before so I can sleep in properly. When I opened my eyes it was around 10:30 am. Praise hands anyone?! I did morning things and did a Starbucks run. Yes Starbucks takes all my money and I don’t even feel bad because I have very […]

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simple living

3 Things I hate about Fall

I am THE queen of fall. I absolutely love love love all things Fall. okay, not all. There are some things I cannot stand about the Fall season. I’ll share 3 haunted houses- The way my heart is set up, if I  go somewhere and something jump out at me. I’m punching that something or dying. […]

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simple living

Taking Stock | October 2018

Making : the sickest fall playlist ever. I think I will share it maybe Sunday or Monday? we’ll see Cooking : I didn’t cook anything today. I just had let overs Drinking : just water. Also, I’ve gotten hip to this ginger beer thing, ya know?! Reading: from Twinkle with Love by Sandhya Menon. I did a […]

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journal

I Don’t Love Myself

Listen, I get the whole self love thing. But for me whether or not I love myself isn’t important. Especially the days when I can’t conjure enough self love. Then what? Create a bath and light a candle? Listen to my sick spotify playlist? For me it’s deeper than that. Although I live for candles. My need to be loved is greater than what I can give myself or what atmosphere I can create for myself.

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for the person who is too much

If people tell you, you are too something, I am with you. I get it. Continue to feel. Continue to be passionate. Continue to care too much and love too hard. There is nothing wrong with being all these things. I personally think being too anything is special and I know sometimes you feel out of control and people have hurt you because of that but I know there are people who appreciate your too-ness.

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