journal

Invade my privacy

1. Did you wake up cranky?Do I ever wake up not cranky?  I am one of those annoying people who can’t be pleasant to other humans until I have caffeine flowing through my blood stream.  2. Would you date an 18-year-old at you’r current age?No please3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?When […]

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simple living

Life Lately | November 2018

Hello November!! Life  Lately… has been about not finishing things and not being disciplined. So lets talk about how blogtober was a total fail. I’ve never completed a blogtober since I started doing it about 3 years ago. One thing I’ve learned about myself in the last 2 years or so is that I lack […]

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journal

Failure| Regret| Mental Health

Checking in to acknowledge that blogtober came to a full stop! So, I did not have not internet for about a week, which was partly my fault. I unplugged a few things and did not put it back properly. Once the internet came back, I was in some kind of funk. I am not sure […]

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I was ghosted

I got ghosted by a “friend.” actually no air quotes because I thought this person was a friend. I just want to start off by saying if someone doesn’t want to be in your life, you have to let them go. Life is hard enough dealing family and partners, friendships are the only voluntary relationship where […]

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faith

3 Things I need to Trust God with

I need to trust God for my daily bread. I’ve never really experienced crazy poverty where I’ve lacked my basic necessities but for some reason, I have this irrational fear of being homeless. Sometimes I think something tragic is going to happen and I will not have money and no one will lend me money and […]

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simple living

are you living your best life?

A few weeks ago I came to the realization that I do not like traveling. I like being in new places but I do not like traveling. I hate searching for tickets. I hate buying tickets. I hate packing. I usually do not sleep well when I travel. I hate saying goodbye to people. I […]

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simple living

3 Things I hate about Fall

I am THE queen of fall. I absolutely love love love all things Fall. okay, not all. There are some things I cannot stand about the Fall season. I’ll share 3 haunted houses- The way my heart is set up, if I  go somewhere and something jump out at me. I’m punching that something or dying. […]

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journal

I Don’t Love Myself

Listen, I get the whole self love thing. But for me whether or not I love myself isn’t important. Especially the days when I can’t conjure enough self love. Then what? Create a bath and light a candle? Listen to my sick spotify playlist? For me it’s deeper than that. Although I live for candles. My need to be loved is greater than what I can give myself or what atmosphere I can create for myself.

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for the person who is too much

If people tell you, you are too something, I am with you. I get it. Continue to feel. Continue to be passionate. Continue to care too much and love too hard. There is nothing wrong with being all these things. I personally think being too anything is special and I know sometimes you feel out of control and people have hurt you because of that but I know there are people who appreciate your too-ness.

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