journal

Failure| Regret| Mental Health

Checking in to acknowledge that blogtober came to a full stop! So, I did not have not internet for about a week, which was partly my fault. I unplugged a few things and did not put it back properly. Once the internet came back, I was in some kind of funk. I am not sure […]

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journal

I was ghosted

I got ghosted by a “friend.” actually no air quotes because I thought this person was a friend. I just want to start off by saying if someone doesn’t want to be in your life, you have to let them go. Life is hard enough dealing family and partners, friendships are the only voluntary relationship where […]

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journal

29 years, 29 lessons

Whether or not you have make up on your face, wash your face before you sleep. The dirt from the day will manifest in forms of pimples in the morning. Trust me Spend money on skin care Sometimes what you deserve isn’t what you want. Let me explain, you deserve a healthy relationship but the […]

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True Life: I Have Birthday Anxiety

Lets talk about how strange I am. Um, actually I really hope I am not the only one. If you feel the same, please let me know I am not the only who suffers from serious anxiety around their birthday. No, it isn’t about me aging. Around my birthday, I get anxious about who is […]

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journal

I am most confident during my period

I didn’t know what to write about today so I went on good ole pinterest to look up some writing prompts. I found one that asked, what makes you the most confident? It dawned me on that I am most confident during my menstrual cycle. One definition of confidence is: a feeling of self-assurance arising from […]

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faith

3 Things I need to Trust God with

I need to trust God for my daily bread. I’ve never really experienced crazy poverty where I’ve lacked my basic necessities but for some reason, I have this irrational fear of being homeless. Sometimes I think something tragic is going to happen and I will not have money and no one will lend me money and […]

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simple living

are you living your best life?

A few weeks ago I came to the realization that I do not like traveling. I like being in new places but I do not like traveling. I hate searching for tickets. I hate buying tickets. I hate packing. I usually do not sleep well when I travel. I hate saying goodbye to people. I […]

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simple living

A day in my life

I purposely left my phone in the kitchen the night before so I can sleep in properly. When I opened my eyes it was around 10:30 am. Praise hands anyone?! I did morning things and did a Starbucks run. Yes Starbucks takes all my money and I don’t even feel bad because I have very […]

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simple living

3 Things I hate about Fall

I am THE queen of fall. I absolutely love love love all things Fall. okay, not all. There are some things I cannot stand about the Fall season. I’ll share 3 haunted houses- The way my heart is set up, if I  go somewhere and something jump out at me. I’m punching that something or dying. […]

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