I think I’ve shared in one way or another how tough the last 3 years was for me. After facing one disappointment after another and witnessing the complete destruction of how I picture my future, it is safe to say, I lost all hope. I did all the right things I thought would lead to [...]
I really just want to steward this advent season well and slow down. I think Jesus has become too familiar to me and the reason for him has become almost meaningless for me. It sucks to write this but it is the honest truth. So I just want to use this time to draw near to The One, to The Light of our world, of my world. To really feel and acknowledge what His coming brings, not only to my life but all of us- joy, peace, hope and love.
I need to trust God for my daily bread. I've never really experienced crazy poverty where I've lacked my basic necessities but for some reason, I have this irrational fear of being homeless. Sometimes I think something tragic is going to happen and I will not have money and no one will lend me money and [...]