I am so completely over the thrills and chills. Well, I want to be over it. I want to find meaning in the ordinary. Nothing major need to happen in my life for me to know I'm living. I want to know that I'm living my best life even if my best life is going to work, going to church and hanging out with my small group of friends. I want to be satisfied with that. I don't want to need to travel the world to feel like I'm living my best life. I don't want to resent the days when I have nothing pleasurable doing.
The exciting thing about the New Year is the expectancy or reliance on the fresh slate that we all kind of crave. So with that mind, we set all these goals, make all these promises, and then weeks into the New Year we begin to forget them and postpone them to the following month. And then eventually January arrives again.
1. Did you wake up cranky?Do I ever wake up not cranky? I am one of those annoying people who can't be pleasant to other humans until I have caffeine flowing through my blood stream. 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at you’r current age?No please3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?When [...]
I have been to the zoo several times but I was really emotional today. I was just thinking about how foreign the place might be for the animals especially the apes and the elephants- elephants have been found to have emotions. I really was about to cry, but I thugged it out. I was telling my friend, I wonder if the animals knew what was going on, like whether they knew if they were exhibits, and that they weren't home. hmmm. but
I got ghosted by a "friend." actually no air quotes because I thought this person was a friend. I just want to start off by saying if someone doesn't want to be in your life, you have to let them go. Life is hard enough dealing family and partners, friendships are the only voluntary relationship where [...]