journal

Invade my privacy

1. Did you wake up cranky? Do I ever wake up not cranky?  I am one of those annoying people who can’t be pleasant to other humans until I have caffeine flowing through my blood stream.   2. Would you date an 18-year-old at you’r current age? No please 3. Do you prefer to be friends […]

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simple living

My day at the zoo

I have been to the zoo several times but I was really emotional today. I was just thinking about how foreign the place might be for the animals especially the apes and the elephants- elephants have been found to have emotions. I really was about to cry, but I thugged it out. I was telling my friend, I wonder if the animals knew what was going on, like whether they knew if they were exhibits, and that they weren’t home. hmmm. but

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simple living

Life Lately | November 2018

Hello November!! Life  Lately… has been about not finishing things and not being disciplined. So lets talk about how blogtober was a total fail. I’ve never completed a blogtober since I started doing it about 3 years ago. One thing I’ve learned about myself in the last 2 years or so is that I lack […]

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journal

I was ghosted

I got ghosted by a “friend.” actually no air quotes because I thought this person was a friend. I just want to start off by saying if someone doesn’t want to be in your life, you have to let them go. Life is hard enough dealing family and partners, friendships are the only voluntary relationship where […]

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faith

3 Things I need to Trust God with

I need to trust God for my daily bread. I’ve never really experienced crazy poverty where I’ve lacked my basic necessities but for some reason, I have this irrational fear of being homeless. Sometimes I think something tragic is going to happen and I will not have money and no one will lend me money and […]

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simple living

A day in my life

I purposely left my phone in the kitchen the night before so I can sleep in properly. When I opened my eyes it was around 10:30 am. Praise hands anyone?! I did morning things and did a Starbucks run. Yes Starbucks takes all my money and I don’t even feel bad because I have very […]

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simple living

3 Things I hate about Fall

I am THE queen of fall. I absolutely love love love all things Fall. okay, not all. There are some things I cannot stand about the Fall season. I’ll share 3 haunted houses- The way my heart is set up, if I  go somewhere and something jump out at me. I’m punching that something or dying. […]

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journal

I Don’t Love Myself

Listen, I get the whole self love thing. But for me whether or not I love myself isn’t important. Especially the days when I can’t conjure enough self love. Then what? Create a bath and light a candle? Listen to my sick spotify playlist? For me it’s deeper than that. Although I live for candles. My need to be loved is greater than what I can give myself or what atmosphere I can create for myself.

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journal

for the person who is too much

If people tell you, you are too something, I am with you. I get it. Continue to feel. Continue to be passionate. Continue to care too much and love too hard. There is nothing wrong with being all these things. I personally think being too anything is special and I know sometimes you feel out of control and people have hurt you because of that but I know there are people who appreciate your too-ness.

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