I am so completely over the thrills and chills. Well, I want to be over it. I want to find meaning in the ordinary. Nothing major need to happen in my life for me to know I'm living. I want to know that I'm living my best life even if my best life is going to work, going to church and hanging out with my small group of friends. I want to be satisfied with that. I don't want to need to travel the world to feel like I'm living my best life. I don't want to resent the days when I have nothing pleasurable doing.
The exciting thing about the New Year is the expectancy or reliance on the fresh slate that we all kind of crave. So with that mind, we set all these goals, make all these promises, and then weeks into the New Year we begin to forget them and postpone them to the following month. And then eventually January arrives again.
Hello November!! Life Lately... has been about not finishing things and not being disciplined. So lets talk about how blogtober was a total fail. I've never completed a blogtober since I started doing it about 3 years ago. One thing I've learned about myself in the last 2 years or so is that I lack [...]